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Guess what?? I am already at home! Haha. I took urgent half day leave. I was at client's place but I just couldnt concentrate on doing my work. So I have decided to take half day leave. I told you I really need a change. I really want to quit.
So I took bus service no 5. It was a long ride. From Orchard to Tampines. It was dark just now. So I thought its going to rain. Will be the perfect time for me to take a nap at home. But once I reached tampines, it was all sunny.
I guess I will help out with the houseworks. Or maybe, after that, I will just watch tv. Waiting patiently for Dance floor and American Idol 6 tonite. :)
Oh ya. Zari msged me an hour ago. They were planning for shisha session at Arab street this coming friday. I am not sure if I will join them because I am aready broke! Anyone wish to sponsor me? $50 will do. Inform me and will pass you my bank account no for transfer. Thank you. ;)
PS: 22 more days to my 21st birthday. :)
Remember last week I was saying that I wanted to cook meatballs blackpepper? I did it! I mean I cooked it but not successful. Haha. It turns out to be more like sambal meatballs rather than meatballs blackpepper. I have not been cooking for such a long time you see. Do you consider cooking rice and maggee part of cooking? Haha. Anyway, I have taken a pic of it. I know it does not look delicious but my mum, bro and dear said that it was superb! Haha. I was shocked though because I was already half-hearted when there isnt any a look of blackpepper. You see the pic then you will know what I mean. 
Dear requested for chicken rice. I have no idea how to cook that. Haha. Go and buy the ingredients then I will cook for you! I was at expo on sunday for the Maulidur Rasul. We brought our little sumo along. He ended up sleeping while people were reciting the selawat loudly. Ape dah! Pictures and pictures of him! I just cant simply get enough of him. ;)
I have made up my mind that I will give my boss 2 months notice before I left the company. Woohoo! Wish me best of luck to find a new job aite. :)
I had a wonderful time with my galfrens. We had our dinner cum Farha's 21st belated birthday celebration at Mak's Place. The food there was superb! I had chicken chop with blackkpepper sauce. It was spicy though. Overall, everything was wonderful and superb today. Fun jokes. Laughing around. As if our group conquering the whole restautant. Haha. Will not say much. Enjoy the pics (not much pics taken actually) . Especially the food. :)The birthday gal. :)
Me and amira. 
Us again.
Mira's beef steak. Slurps! 
My chicken chop.
Beef steak, mee goreng and nasi goreng.
The galfrens.
I was thinking of cooking meatballs black pepper tomorrow. Taken from a magazine. Looks delicious right? Hehe. Hopefully I have all the ingredients.
I thought of staying at home tomorrow but at the same I felt like catching a movie. Aisyah wanted to watch Mr Bean the Holiday Movie but I want to watch Stomp The Yard. Hmm. Will decide tomorrow. Feeling sleepy already. Gd nitez peeps. :) PS: I add a tagboard. Do tag me. :) Not sure if there will be anyone that will tag me though. heez.
I just came back from the mosque. And the moment I stepped into my office, my supervisor was gone. He went home already! That was early. He came into the office at 12pm. And already left around 4 plus. Bad example! Haha.
So left me and betty in the office. Boss wasnt in the whole day. He was on course. And me and betty was hoping that Boss will not come in later before 6. So that we could leave earlier. Haha.
Today marks my 1 year of service in my current company. Times flies very fast. It seems that I just only started working here. I have learnt alot here. I am more independent now. It was a good experience here. But in terms of future prospect, I am not really sure.
I am very fickle minded you see. I still have not figure out whether I should leave my job or not. That time I wanted to. But now I am still not sure. But I have sent out my resume to a few companies but yet to receive any reply. Well. I will see how in a month or two. Hmm.
Mum called. And I was shocked to hear something from her. That my uncle going to re-marry with his ex-wife! OMG! I really do not know what to say about my uncle. This will be the forth time he is getting married. I do not mind if he wants to re-marry again. But he is marrying to his ex-wife that all this while he has been insulting about to other people. My mum herself witnessed what happened during their fight before they got divorce. The wife was cursing him like hell.
I know I should accept whatever decision he made. But still! Aiyo. Bak pepatah "Dah ludah, jilat alik." Is dat correct? Haha. My malay sucks now. Hopefully, SHE has changed to the better. Eventhough, I already forgive her after cursing my mum, but I do not think I would LOVE to talk to her in any family gatherings.
I guess sooner it will be quite difficult for us to see shadiq. Hopefully he will remember us and will be well taken care of by his parents. I'm kinda sad though. I will miss him. :(
40 minutes to 6 pm. Yahoo! Goin Home! Actually I did nothing much today. Haha.
Tata!
TGIF!!! Weekends coming. A getaway from work. Heez.
Not so busy today. I did nothing much actually. Had breakfast. Surf the net. Blog hopping. But time seems to pass so slow when there's nothing to do. Not exactly nothing to do. There are. But not that urgent.
Cant wait for work to end. Will be meeting the galfrens for dinner cum belated birthday celebration for Farha at Mak's Place. Mum is working night shift today. So yesterday was planning with dilah what to do after dinner. Hehe.
Last wednesday, I was saying that I miss him so much right. Guess what. I met him right away for lunch. hehe. Then we were chatting away about our future all this. Then he showed me video clips. Remember, the two suicide cases at Admiralty and Yishun MRT like i-dont-know how many months ago. Yes, he has the two clips showing how they actually commit suicide. It was so gross. The clips kept playing in my mind till now. Even when I slept at night! Soo eerie seh! I do not know why these two already dead people were so stupid seh.
Plans for weekends? Hmm. I do not think I will be going out. Will be resting at home i guess. Or maybe learn some cooking skills. Suddenly, I felt like cooking tomorrow. Meatballs black pepper maybe?
I can smell maggee! I think my supervisor is cooking maggee for lunch. Makes my stomach growling louder. Gosh. Gonna grab some food. Maybe cup noodles.
Happy lunching and have great weekend ahead!
I Miss him so much. Did not meet him for almost a week. I know it was only a week but still I miss him. I want to meet him!! I know I am so crazy already. ;)
Then, we paid Abg Ijal a visit at his workplace at Paragon. This budak kecik was so excited the moment he saw abg ijal. He started laughing. Wiggled in his pram. Suke betul dier. Haha. Around 8, we decided to go home because we were so damn tired. And shadiq fell asleep again! Shadiq was so hungry that he ate two bowl of nestum and 1 packet of biskuts the moment he got home. Kesian dier. Hehe. Worked half day. Nur had cukur rambut for her 2 months daughter. The princess of the day.At last I get to post on what has been happening last week.TuesdayWorking. Went to client's place at Raffles Place. Dear gave a surprise there. He lied that he was working that day. But instead he came down to give me a surprise and we had lucnh together. And that makes my day. :)
Wednesday
Working. Working. At Kallang. Usual monthly visit. Working hours 9 - 6. But that day, reached clients' office at 10a.m and left at 5.30p.m . Bad Bad Staff. Heez. Went shopping alone after working. Shop at metro Century Square. Grab a black pants and a top. Bump into my ex sec schoolmate. Later in the evening, dear came over to my place. :)Camwhoring by myself. Teehee. :)
ThursdayWorking. Working. Working. Nothing much happen. Bored.FridayWent out with my two beloved cousins, ITA and SHADIQ. First half of Friday was working. In the afternoon, met them. I had such a wonderful time eventough it was tiring though (I had muscle cramp due to carrying that almost 10kg lil sumo) . Eventhough adiq cant talk, but his cute gestures makes my day. He was the STAR on that day. Everyone divert their attention to him while we were walking along Orchard Road. They were like "wow. dat baby is so cute lah" 
We brought him to Pizza Hut at Centrepoint. Ita wanted to show him to her friends. And practically everyone wanted to carry him. Lucky him. At such a very young age dah pi tpt class. Suke lah budak kecik tu. Sume perempuan angkat dier. Haha. Eventhough we ordered quite alot but our stomach wasnt that full. All because of shadiq. Hehe. 
Then another cousin of mine gave me a call. She wanted to see Shadiq too. So after our meal, we walked down to Coffee Club at Rendouvous Hotel. While we were on the way there, Shadiq fell asleep while Ita was carrying him. Since it's quite far, we took turn to carry him. When we reached there, we put him on the sofa and he slept for almost an hour. Ape tak. The sofa was so comfortable and its air-conditioned. Mestilah best tido. Hehe. 
His thunder thighs. Mcm nak gigit gitu. hehe.
While he was asleep, we enjoyed our smoothies and chocolate mudpie. Yummylicious! and its Free! hehe.
We waited for an hour for Shadiq to wake up. And guess what, he shitted! Haha. 
Saturday
After that, me and Ita met Rasyiqah aka nyonya. She jus came back from holiday at Australia. Best seh. I'm still longing for holiday. :( 
Guess what? Right now I am blogging while my boss was discussing about accounts in front of me. What a bad employee! Hehe.
It has been a week I have not been updating my blog. I wanted to. But its either my mind was blank while staring at the screen or I am too plain lazy. Hehe. Yesterday, I wanted to update but then my computer was inside my bro's room, so he came back with his fren and need to use the comp. Menyibuk aje!
I think I will update fully at home.
Tata. :)
I am down with diarheou today. ( is that the correct spelling? whatever it is. )
Till date since 1 am in the morning, I have been shitting for more than 15 times i guess.
So I was on MC today. I prescribed some medicine but I do not take them. Because I hate medicine. And one of the medicine that was given to me looks like charcoal. And I have to eat 4 tablets at once. But I decided not to. So I made myself a very concentrated tea. Mum told me that could heal diarrheou. But it is still the same. So I bought 7 up. Some people say drinking 7 up could heal it too. But to no avail. Instead, I went to the toilet 2 more times after that. If its still the same, I have to force myself to take the medicine. Eeew!!!
A letter from the Singapore Police Force :
" Dear Ms Juhaidah,
APPLICATION FOR THE POST OF THE MANAGEMENT SUPORT OFFICER(MSO)
Thank you for your interest in a career woth the Singapore Police Force.
2 We have considered your application carefully and regret that we are unable to offer you an appointment.
3 We wish you all the best in your future endeavours.
Yours Sincerely,
FU QING SHU(MS)
MANPOWER OFFICER (CIVILIAN SERVICES)
for ASSISTANT DIERCTOR MANPOWER(RECRUITMENT)
POLICE HEADQUATERS "
I was a little dissapointed when I received that news. My mum conveyed that news to me. She called me numerous time while I was working to inform me that I received a letter from SPF. So I asked her to read the letter. And of course, my mum did not pronouce properly as she is a little illiterate in English language. So not to trouble her to read the whole letter, I told her to find the word "regret". And yes, there is! Only God knows how I felt. But I will not give up. I believed that there will always be a second chance and "rezki boleh dapat dimana2". All we need is to put in more effort and not to give up so easily. Maybe at these moment I am fated to work at my currrent company. And face all MY CLIENTS again. :(
Put aside my working issue.
I really felt pity towards the Indonesian. As you know, there were 2 earthquakes occurred recently. And we Singaoreans felt the tremours. Its only tremours but we were already so scared. Wonder how the Indonesian felt. The next day, there was a plane crash. One after another. Saw the news, Japan also was hit by earthqauke. This left me wondering if the world has come to an end.
"Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku. Jauhilah lah negara ku dari segala musibah dan bencana alam yang tidak diingini."
At these moment, we should feel lucky that we are in a safe country. I know sometimes we really hate our life just over a single thing that we do not like. Just because we do not make it in our love life, our career or our studies, we already felt a pinch of hatred to our life. Why are we fated to be like this lah. Tu lah. Ni lah. Mcm2. But when we watched with our own eyes what happens to other countries, we should feel lucky and appreciate all the small, little things in life. Always remember that there will always be other people that are experiencing worst in their life than what we are facing now.
Anyway, my dad will be back tomorrow. He's supposed to come back here for my engagement day but then my engagement was postponed to June. But he still wanna come back. Cant wait. Because he will be bringing some durians home from Kelantan. Hehe. (u guys must be wondering what is my dad doing at Kelantan and why he is coming back since he was suposed to be living here in Singapore with my family. will update more on that the next time round.)
Good nitez peeps! Weekend is on the way! Have a great weekend!
Love,
pHyNeLaDy
Timecheck : 8.06 morning
I made it! I reached office as early as 7.30 in the morning. So today I will discipline myself. To finish up my outstanding work. And not to lose focus in 1 hour. I tend to lose focus after 30 minutes. I cant always do that you see. If not, my work will never be done.
Aniway, Gd morning Singapore! Have a nice working day!
Love,
pHyNeLaDy
I am totally crazy man! I changed my skin again (blogskin i mean!). It's a fun to do, you know. Ita saw it and she actually thought that I did everything by myself including the coding. U think I am that professional huh? Haha. Well, basically I copied the template from blogskin.com. And all I did was, include the main photo at the top. Thats all. Haha. The original template do not have any photos/graphics up there. So I just include mine. :)Back to office tomorrow. Three days pass so fast. I think I will be dragging myself to work tomorrow. I miss school so much. :(Anyway, I planned to come to office very very very early in the morning. I guess I will leave my house around 6.30am. Crazy huh? Well, I have to! I need to submit the accounts to my client before lunch. If not he will be chasing after me. I am afraid though to come to office tomorrow. Afraid if boss will be angry with me for not finishing my work last week and still can go on leave. Argh!! Dnt care lah. At last! My craving for Nasi Lemak is gone now. (Dah mcm org pregnant gitu.haha.) I had my lunch at Kampong Glam Cafe in the afternoon after my religious class. You should give it a try. The Nasi Lemak is so LEMAK . Its very delicious. But of course, you should not have that often.Bedtime! Gd nitez people!Love,pHyNeLaDyP.S : Hmm. Should I or should I not leave my company?
And I managed to answer everything in 20 minutes I guess. There was one question that got me stuck and kept quiet for a moment. What an accountant need in himself? But overall, It went well. Hopefully, I will be selected. If not its ok. Mungkin bukan rezeki aku kat situ. But I will still keep a lookout for other jobs. Because I really want to leave my current job. Only God knows why. Oh ya. My little sumo is having measles. When I came over to my aunt house, red dot were all over his face. Haha. Dah mcm kena pimples gitu. So cute. Hehe. About time to sleep. Mum kept nagging. So gd nitez peeps. Have a great Sunday tomorrow. :) Love, pHyNeLaDy
At last today I managed to used up the movie vouchers. It will expire at the end of the month. Initially, I thought of asking my mum, Ita, my bf or aisyah to catch a movie with me. But end up, I asked erna to catch with me. So we watched the Ghost Rider. Its a good movie. Must catch it. Really enjoy it. Before I met up with erna, I meet my bf for awhile. We walked around Plaza Singapura. Then, we went to Citigems. I showed him which rings I prefer. I was in love with this particular ring. I love it. Its $658. But they were having a discount of 40%. So after discount, it will be ard $394. However the promotion ends tomorrow. I knew he couldnt afford to buy that ring. But its ok. So how was my interview yesterday? I was very nervous. Its at the twin tower opposite Tan Tock Seng. I didnt knew that that building was Police Headquaters actually. Ah oh my. The security there was so strict. My mum accompanied me. But only the registered visitor was allowed to enter the building. So mum have to wait for me outside the building.I was not the only one to be interviewed. There were other two candidates. One of them was a Malay girl. At least, there's someone for to chat with. I was the 2nd person to be interviewed. And guess what. There were like 5 interviewers!! I never came for such interviews. My stomach started to have butterflies. My palm was sweating. My heart was beating damn fast. In other words, I WAS SO DAMN NERVOUS! But alhamdulilah, the interview went well. I managed to overcome all questions asked. Oh ya. I was interested in Deputy Finance Officer as there are 3 positions available. So they started to ask questions regarding accounts. Listed below are the questions asked yesterday.
Today is a bad day for the first day of the month of March. I was really feeling down today. Really down. Sometimes I wonder why we girls can easily cry? And sometimes I really hate it when I cried. Why cant I be strong? Why am I such a crybaby? Why cant I control my tears? For once, I would love to control my tears whenever I reminisced what I have gone through and my problems me and my family are facing at the moment. And while I was doing my work in the morning, gradually my tears flow down my cheek.
A message was sent to my fren . "Paling minimum utk byr sewa umah is 900 per mth. Dari mane sak aku nak cari duit. Leh mati seh byr tu mcm every mth. Sampai biler mak aku nak keje. Sampai 60 pun masih kena keje. While other woman at that age dah goyang kaki kat umah."
When I msg that, I started to cry. Why cant my mum be like my mum's fren? No need to work anymore at this age (she is 56 this year). Have a husband to support her and our family. To receive monthly income from her own husband. But for my mum, she is the mother and father and the sole breadwinner of the family before I start work. Seriously, it really pains me to see her complaining how tired she is after a hard day at work. Complaining how hurt her leg is. I felt like crying whenever she confide with me. But I held back my tears. I do not want to cry infront of her. Instead, I will be in the toilet crying myself out. Like what I have done at work this morning. I straight away went to the toilet to avoid my colleagues seeing me crying. With my unresolved problems, then comes my never ending workload. My client stop by my office while I was in amidst of doing work. And I really mean busy.
Why cant I be strong like mum? Why I must cry? Why am I such a crybaby? For the whole year of 2006, I have lost count how many times I have cried.
"Ya Allah, tolong lah berikan aku semangat dan kekuatan untuk menempuhi segala dugaan dari mu, ya Allah."
Disadvantages: But still, I need a change. Or it is just ME. That I get bored easily. Another reason is dealing with the clients. Sometimes I just couldnt stand it seh. Haiz. Hopefully I will be selected for that position. But if I do not get it, I will feel that dissappointed. Maybe I will find at other places. I want to try finance side. Or maybe bank? Hmm. This morning received a message from my boss saying that my colleague is on MC. Maybe due to cough and flu. But few minutes later, Betty messaged me that she fainted in the train when she was on the way to work. I was shocked to hear that. Hopefully u are ok. Get well soon k. :) Need to get back to work. There's no one in the office here. So the only way for me to let out what's in my mind is to blog. I need a holiday. :( Aniwei, wish me best of luck k for my interview tomorrow. :) Tomorrow I will be on leave. I am not coming to work. I am so happy. But a mix of worries and nervous too. I'm worried of my workload at work. I'm nervous because of my interview tomorrow at Singapore Police Force. Hopefully it will goes well. And hopefully I will get that job. There's advantage and disadvantages of working there.
Advantages:
