Sunday, May 27, 2007
8:43 PM

I miss him so badly! I can even cry thinking of him. And that's even worst than me missing boyfie. :(
3 more weeks to go. And counting down to the day.
Woohoo!
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
8:39 AM
Gd morning people! Here I am coming into the new office early so that I can sneak in the net and update my blog. Heez. Everyone is late while I am the first one to reach here.
So how was my new job? So far ok. Alhamdulilah. But I heard so many stories from the staff here about my boss and some of my colleagues. Heard that favourtism practice here. And heard that my malay boss has a very bad mood swings. Worst than a girl that is having PMS! Yesterday, I already saw my colleague got scolded by him and she cried when she went out from the room. Gosh. Suddenly, I miss my old workplace. What if I get scolded? What if I cant do my work efficiently? And I am the kind that can cry easily over small things!
Hopefully, I will try my best to complete and do all my work up to his expectation.
So yesterday, after so long time, finally, I went out with dear. Had dinner with his friends at Lau Par Sat in conjunction with one of his friends birthday. It was a treat from his friend. So we were having free dinner yesterday night. :)
For the 3rd time in our 2 years relationship, I became his pillion yesterday. I told he is so damn dangerous rider. I kept nagging at him not to speed.
Overall, it was fun hanging out with his friends yesterday. They were a nice, cool and crazy bunch of people. After dinner, we headed to Marina South and sabo the birthday boy.
I am enjoying myself because I seldom enjoying nightlife with him and his friends and everyone riding their own bike, and conquering the whole road. Haha. I even reached home at 1 eventhough I knew that I will be working in the next morning. That is why I am feeling so sleepy now.
Need to get back to work. My finance manager is already in!
Have a good day peeps. :)
Sunday, May 20, 2007
3:01 PM
So last friday was my last of work. It was a memorable day. There's a farewell celebration for me with my boss and my colleagues. I wasn't really expecting anything from them because they have been so good to me all this while. So they ordered some pizzas to our office. To my surprise, my boss bought me a bling-bling watch. It was so nice of him. I am leaving them and he bought a watch for me. At that moment, I was thinking why am I leaving my job that has a great boss, colleagues and a good environment. But no matter what, I do not regret it. I will still keep in touch with them. Hopefully, we will meet again this coming june on the 16th for my engagement day ya. ;)
Oh ya. Since that was my last day, we also celebrated Betty's 25th birthday in advance. And she received a watch from boss too. It's also a reward for her whom has been working so hard for the past 2 months. Yes. She has been a hardworking staff there. She has a positive mind and willing to learn anything. May you succeed in your career betty. I am going to miss you very much. Miss "kacau-ing" you. Hehe.
The birthday Gal, Betty
Me and Betty
From Left (Audrey, Me, Minying and Betty)
From left (My boss, Francis, Betty and Jonathan)

Me and my two bosses
Put aside my working life. Yesterday, after so many times of postponing of our date (me with ita and aisyah), at last we made it happen yesterday.
Initially, I thought of having dinner at Earl Swensen at the vivo city and after that maybe catch a movie. However, Aisyah have not been feeling so well these past few days, so me and Ita, headed down to Sengkang and dine in at Compass Point Swensen. Isnt it so nice of us to go down all the way to Sengkang to meet you, Syah? Hehe.
Even though, it was only for a few hours, we still enjoyed each of us companion. It was so called a post birthday celebration for the three of us. We exchanged presents. Syah still owe us (me and Ita) presents. Hehe. Takpe syah. Take your time. But make sure it's something more expensive and nice than what we got for you ehk. Hehe.
As usual, our meetup will not be a complete one without any photos taken.
Ita with her present from me ( a GUESS wallet)

Aisyah with her present from me and Ita ( a dangling earring and a necklace from CHOMEL )

Me with a dress from Ita

Ita and Aisyah (Love them to bits. :) )

Me and the cicak kobeng

Me and the one with mata loloq. hehe

US

Our finger-licking food. Yummy!

Me and Syah before heading back home

The two gilerz

Me! Heez

The cicak kobeng.

So me and Ita went to catch a movie, 28 weeks later at GV Plaza Sing. It sucks. I hate the ending. It was indeed a violent and horror movie but I simply do not like the ending. Hmm.
Tomorrow will be my official first day of work. I am kinda nervous and excited.
Need to sleep now or I will be late for my first day of work! Haha.
Gd Nitez peeps. :)
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
11:04 PM
So these are the due photos from the mother's day celebration last sunday. There are tons of photos. Like 21 photos. So enjoy. :)
The Scrumptious Dishes
Beloved Nenek with the special Flower
Cik Yah, Bibik, Cik Nah
Me and beloved Mum
The Mummies
The cousins (exclude abg ijal)
Table filled with dishes
My mum and nenek (dah kenyang ke?)
The makciks eating
Ita and riez (asal muka gitu ta?)
Mums and nenek
The cousins (me, ita, riez and abg ijal)
Bibik
Bibik and Nenek
The whole of us
Me posing at the mrt station. Haha
Si cicak kobeng! Hehe
The decent minah pole dancer. wakaka
The tak-menjadi pole dancer 2. hehe
Budak2 sort!
Budak2 tak siuman!
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
9:07 PM
So here I am, sitting in the living room with the television switched on, surfing the net using my new company's laptop with the newly Microsoft Window Vista. I do not really like the Microsoft Window Vista. I still prefer Window XP.
3 more days to my last day of work. And 5 more days to my first day of work. A mixture of feelings though. A little bit of nervous, excited, worried, and mostly, I am feeling so sad to leave my company. I am going to miss
Betty,
Audrey and M
inying so much!! Life still has to move on. Sooner or later, I will still leave my current job.
So these past two days, I have been at client's office at
Kallang way.
Minying tagged along with me so that I can handover my work and teach her all the important things to do while at that client's place. And guess what, the new admin staff there was my long lost primary school friend! What a small world. Well, Singapore is indeed
way too small.
Haha.
I am kinda worried that
Minying couldn't handle the workload there. I really hope she will try her best. If you need any help, you can always give me call and I will try my best to have some free time to help you. :)
So, mum and my brother had already received the letter from the government regarding the
GST credit package. I was a little
disappointed that I
didn't receive any. But it makes me wonder, why am I not receiving it since I am already 21 years old?
So I tried my luck and logged in to my
CPF account. I was jumping with joy when I was redirected to a page showing that me,
Siti Juhaidah Binte Musa, will be receiving $200 on 1st July 2007! Yahoo!!!
I knew I was
abit exaggerating. But hey, $200 is still money ok. :)Tomorrow I will be at Orchard again. And most probably I will be lunching with Aisyah again. Heez.I cannot wait for friday!!! Ita and Aisyah, you know, i know hor. ;)So gd nitez peeps!
Monday, May 14, 2007
1:25 AM
Its already 1.30 in the morning. I have yet to sleep. I just reached home 45 minutes ago. At last, today I managed to catch spiderman 3 with my lovely cousins, ita, abg ijal and riez. It was a last minute plan. We got nothing to do after our dinner at Sakura at Eastpoint.
Oh ya, talking about dinner, it was superb. The mums included my grandma and my bibik, received roses and a stalk of chocolate. But of course, the grandma's bouquet of roses was much more special than the rest. Heez. I was very happy when I see my mum, my aunts and my grandma smiled the moment they received the roses. I told u. Simple things can do me wonders.
We had a feast these evening. One big round table filled with variety of foods. And that made our stomachs bloated the moment we stepped out of the restaurant. And with me wearing the newly dress bought at Hula&Co, makes me look like a 3 months pregnant woman. Haha.
As usual, pictures are taken. However, I couldnt post the pictures now as my camera is with ita at the moment.
After dinner, me and my cousins then planned to catch Spiderman 3 at Marina Square. My mum rushed to work while my other 2 aunts sent my grandma home. While me and ita, headed to axs and bought the tix.
Even though it was a long movie ( it lasted for 2 hours ), the movie is a must watch. I enjoyed it so much that I did not set my eyes anywhere else but the movie. There were so many action moves that I kept fidgeting on my seat.
The movie ended around 12 am. Since both my cousins have bikes, they sent ita and me home. I ride abg ijal's bike since his has a bigger bike and I am a big size so u know what I mean. I have not been riding a bike for a very long time. Even thoough dear has a bike, I never tumpang him before. Hmm. Only once. I was reciting so many prayers that Allah will protect from any accidents. I tell you, it was freaking me when abg ijal started to speed at 100km/h. OMG!
Alhamdulilah, I am back home safely now. And I do not feel sleepy. There's a high chance of me getting up late for work tomorrow. As usual, I will be late for work again tomorrow!
I better force myself to sleep or else I will keep yawing at work tomorrow.
So gd nitez peeps or a very very very good morning peeps!
Have a great day tomorrow!!
Sunday, May 13, 2007
12:19 PM

I was watching a Malay drama on tv3 last night. It was a drama in conjunction with Mother's Day today. It was a very heart touching story. It was a story meant for all those children who had been neglecting their parents especially the mum. A story that could make you repents. I cried watching the drama.
When I cried, Mum came into my mind. I knew I have been so rude with my mum many times. I knew I always had a tiff with my mum over some disagreement. I knew I had done so many sins towards my mum. I cried for awhile last night thinking of her.
On this special day for all mums especially my mum, I apologized for all the wrong doings I have done to you.
My mum has always been my idol in my life. She is a very patient and strong woman whom have gone through hard life. She managed to survive every single obstacle she went through. She works very hard everyday to earn some money so that she could feed me and my brother and support my education fees. She is the sole breadwinner for the family at the moment.
She managed to keep herself strong and have faith and continue with her everyday life even though she found out that dad married some one else back at his hometown, Kelantan. Although dad has hurt mum so badly and did not help mum financially, mum never fails to carry out her responsibilities as a wife towards her husband when dad visited us here in Singapore. She never thought of getting a divorce even though dad has someone back home. But I knew deep down in her heart, she is crying silently and her heart is broken into pieces.
She is always there when me and my brother in need of someone. She always advised us not to forget our responsibilities as a Muslim. She taught us to be near to Allah.
As a daughter, I am trying my very best to always be there for her. I am trying not to hurt her. And to give her all the happiness she has been craving for. At this moment, she is the most important person in my life. I couldn’t imagine living without her. I have learnt a lot from her.
“Ya Allah please do not take my mum away from me unless I have done my responsibility fully as a daughter to provide her a home and give all my love and happiness to her. I really hope she could see me get married and her future grandchildren.”
To mak,
HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY.
I hope you enjoy this special day with us later even though it was nothing special. I love you a lot than anything else. Muackz!
Love,
Your precious daughter
Siti Juhaidah Bte Musa
A song dedicated for my mum:
Airmata Ibu
Apakah sebenarnya
Terbuku dikalbumu
Apakah erti linang airmata di pipimu
Ucapkanlah padaku
Tak bisa kurungkainya
Rahsia yang kau pendam itu
( korus )
Aku hanya menduga
Tidak mampu merasa
Sebenar-benar perasaanmu
Pengorbanan yang kau lakukan
Untuk dewasakan ku
Pengorbanan yang kau lakukan
Untuk dewasakanku
Hanya bisa ditangguing oleh hati ibu
( bridge )
Namun kupercaya
Takkan terlerai kasih
Ikatan ini takkan putus
Telah kau telan lara
Dan terima segala
Dugaan dan badai yang melanda...
Duhai ibu
Saturday, May 12, 2007
3:03 PM
I love weekends!! This is the time I rest and enjoy my precious moments with my family and my loved ones. And most importantly, a getaway from all the workload in the office. However, time pass so fast during weekends. I couldnt get enough of resting.
Yesterday, as usual our every week meetup to shop. Actually, I have been seeing her face for like almost everyday. I am getting sick and tired. Haha. Joking jer syah. The reason why I met her everyday is because my client's office is very near to her workplace. So we will always meet up for lunch.


I received my pay yesterday so that is why I shop. Heez. I am not supposed to shop for myself but for other people. Syah kept asking me upteen times if I wanna grab anything. I told her I do not want any but now I end up getting a sleeveless top and a slipper for myself. Mata rambang katakan. Haha.
Me buying top and slipper while syah splurged on Tiffany & co. bracelet. I'm not going to say it out how much it cost. You find it out urself. But the bracelet is gorgeous! I want it too. Syah, likan aku satu. Hehe.

I already bought a birthday present for my beloved cousin. I am so in love with it. I am very sure you goin to love it, ita.
Yesterday, I was talking on the phone with dear. Suddenly, my phone went silent. When i take
a look at my handphone, it already went flat. I was searching high and low for my charger in my bag. Then I remembered I left it on my desk in the office. Peh selengeh aku! So now I have no idea how am I going to charge my phone. I told dear, he told me to charge it using my usb cable and connect it to my computer. Since morning till now like 3.24 pm, it has not been fully charged! Aiyo! In the house, I am the only one using sony ericsson. My mum using samsung while my bro using nokia. Haiz.
So tomorrow will be mother's day. Me and my cousins already planned to bring our family out to have dinner tomorrow at Sakura at Far east. I cant wait. It has been along time having such family gatherings.
Will be meeting ita later. Going to make reservation at the restaurant and Ita going to take some photos for her photography class.
So have a great weekend peeps!
P.S I love this new blogskin! And the new song playing in my blog has got nothing to do with my relationship. We are still doing good as usual eventhough we do not meet so often nowadays. I love u so much dear! Back to the song, I just love it! The melody, the lyrics and of course the singer's voice. Menasuk dikalbu ku. Betul tak ehk? Hehe.