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Alhamdulilah, mum is feeling alot better yesterday. No more stomach pains. No more vomitting. She sounded very cheerful when she callled me yesterday morning. Syukur Alhamdulilah.So, in the morning, me and dad left home and visitted mum. We thought we had to stay till nite but the doctor in-charged informed us that mum can go home in the afternoon. Yahoo!! But felt a little disappointed as i thought of taking leave today. hehe. But that's ok. Most importantly, Mum is back normal, laughing and smiling.The moment I saw her on her bed, she no longer look like a patient. Hahaha. Cos she was all smily.Sempat senyum bile amik gbr. hehe. 
So mum, please do not make me panicked like what you have done to me two days ago. Leh pengsan seh!So i'm back to work today. Was a little lazy to wake up in the morning. With the cold weather, the best time for me to cuddle under the blanket.How I wish i do not have to work ehk. Kawin dgn datok ke. Can shop everyday. No need to be so stressful at work. Heheheh.K lah. Just a random post. Feeling sleepy already. Cant wait for thursday and sunday! And next tuesday. If only, there are so many holidays every month ehk. Kan syok!K lah. Gd nitez people! :)
Message received from dear few moments ago, who is at Kelantan now:
"Blueeek! Dear i terserempak u smlm mlm dkt dgn utan jln seorg2 dgn satu bdn berbulu2. Bila i ckp 'HI DARLING', u attack i seh. Hehe. "
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
And this makes my day at work. Weeeeee. ;)
Hady won the Asian idol!!!!
OMG!! I couldnt believe it seh. I never thought he would win. I thought it would be Mike from Indo or Jac from Msia.
Anyway, congrats Hady! I am so proud of u! U have make singapore proud!
She was looking fine in the morning. We had our breakfast together. She was laughing happily while on the phone with my aunt. She was playing with my little cousin happily. She was cooking some dishes for lunch when suddenly she started complaining of having stomach pains. She had to leave her cooking and go get some rest. I thought it was just a minor stomach pain that will go away after some rest. But I was wrong. It got worst. She started to vomit. She couldnt bear with the pain and so she started to cry.
Lucky, dad is here in Singapore. If not, I'm left alone handling mum. Mum went to the toilet a couple of times to vomit. Till she couldnt get out from bed and had to vomit out inside the plastic on the bed. I couldnt bear looking at mum feeling so sick. I told my uncle that stayed at my house for a couple of months, about my mum condition. He helped me to call for an ambulance.
I was helping mum to get ready to go the hospital when she told me to take care of myself and help her to settle her debts if she passed away. I couldnt bear hearing that, that I started to cry silently.
I love her so much that I cant bear to lose her now. I still need her. I still have a lot of things to learn from her especially her cooking. Ya Allah, please do not take her away from me now.
After some jabs from the doctor, Mum still feel sick. She never stop vomitting. But I tried to be strong. I didnt cry infront of her. Only God knows how I feel at the moment.
Dear called me moments ago. The moment I talked to him, my tears didnt stop flowing down my cheeks. Dear, I need you badly. :(
As I type this, my eyes already felt watery. Ya Allah, please give me strength to go through all this. Please give mum strength and hopefully she will recover fast.
And to Cik nah, Ita, Cik Siti, Cik Yunos, my cute Shadiq and Cik Ajad, thanks alot for coming down and be with me and Dad.
Gd Nitez!
Hellooo!!! I am back again. Have been missing for so long. Almost 2 months i guess. I have been good. Gaining as much weight. Yes. U heaar it right. I am getting fatter. That is why dear have been calling me "beruang" (read:polar bear) .Hehe.The reason why i left this blog of mine abandoned for quite sometime is because i was too lazy to update on my life. Have been super busy with work since Adilah left and my manager went missing. Everyday is like a routine for me. Left home for work at 8 plus. Then reached home around 9 plus or 10. Yes. I spend most of my time at work. My workplace is already like my second home. Whenever I informed mum that I will be staying at work late, this will be answer she will always give me."Lain kali, awa tilam and bantal sekali. Takyah alik. Tido kat sane. Weekends aje alik." Hahaha.Anyway, the boyfie is not at Singapore at the moment. He will be away at Kelantan for a week. Celebrating aidiladha there with his relatives. He was away for only a few hours and I am already missing him so badly. Gosh. Counting the days till 23rd Dec. I am not so used with him being away for the whole week seh. Aiyo!We met for awhile in the afternoon before he left to Kelantan. Spending some quality moment together. This is how the conversation goes when we were together just now.Him: I minta maaf if selama nie I ade sakit kan hati u.Me: Jgn ckp gitu. I already forgive u.Him: Takleh ckp. Anything can happen to me when I am otw there.Gosh. I cant take it seh. This is not the time for me to lose him. I do not want to lose him. Please be back home safely dear. :(Some pictures were taken. 
Saw the writings on our palms? We did that just now. He wrote something on mine, and I write something on his. :) Figure out yourself what was written. :)Time to catch my sleep. Almost 12 plus already. Gd Nitez!
