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Wow. Time pass so damn fast. Its coming to the end of the first month in 2007. A week pass and i have not been updating my blog. All i can say, I have been so DAMN busy with my work. Everyday, I would come in at 8 and left ard 7. Even on saturday, I worked from 8 till 3pm. And guess what, my boss gave me 2 movie vouchers. Am not sure when I have the time to catch a movie. 4 people in mind to bring along when I'm goin to catch a movie. 1) Aisyah, 2) Ita, 3) My fiancee, 4) My mum (yes my mum. I told her i got 2 movie vouchers, then she asked me to tag her along. But horror movies ar) Last friday was a very STRESSFUL day for me. I even raised my voice at my client. I just couldnt control myself. I'm trying to finish another client of mine accounts, but this client keep calling me asking too many ques. Ask to change dat lah, nie lah. She even asked me to take out one amount from the balance sheet but do not know where to debit. Stupid. If not, ur accounts will not balance. Then, her boss talked to me and telling me to ask her which account to debit whenever i do their accounts. Then might as well go and do urself! This company never fails to give me a headache every month. Because of them, I almost quitted my job when I first join in. And I couldnt believe that I cried at work after the conversation btw me and her boss ended. Yeah!! The maid has finally arrived. She will look after my grandma now. But that does not mean that I will not look after my grandma anymore. I will, once in a while. Only that, I could go out on weekends without worrying who will look after my grandma. Almost a month i did not meet him. Yes 1 DAMN MONTH!! But I'm already used to it. But I MISS HIM SO DAMN BADLY!!! Gosh. A long entry. Well, uploaded the new skin. Simple and nice. Time check : 9.56pm. And guess what. I have not washed since I reached home at 7. I'm still in my green baju kurung. Haha. Got to wash up first.Have a good day ahead tomorrow. :) Love, pHyNeLaDy
Today, I am on MC. Wasnt feeling well when I woke up in the morning. I was planning to fast today. After had my meal, I took a nap for a few minutes. I woke up in sudden and that caused me feeling so giddy. After my morning prayers, I started to vomit. I think twice if I should see the doctor. I was about to leave the house and suddenly, I wanted to vomit again. Final Decision : Not to go to work.During the consultation with the doctor, he asked me if I missed my menses. He said that in this kind of situation, he was afraid that I could be pregnant. I laughed the moment he said that. Haha. How can I be pregnant if I do not have any sexual intercourse before. Wakaka.So last saturday, I went for a facial with Ita. First time doing it. My aunt asked me to go. They are having promotion for facial @ $48. Usual price $68. Heard of Whiteskin USA? That's the one. It was good. There's difference after doing the facial. My whiteheads are gone now. So me and Ita planned to go for another facial next month. Hehe. We want to make a point that every month we should go facial. Need to pamper ourselves, u know. 
That day my cutie lil sumo was at home. Yeah. But went i reached home, he was already asleep. Couldnt play with him. But in the morning at 4, I slept with him. That nottyy boy. At 5, he already woke up playing with himself. I was too tired that I slept. Did not play with him. Hehe. I love him so much!!! Enjoy the photos of this little monster. heez.
I didnt meet him last saturday. :( But he came down to my house to meet my mum. GTG. Need to upload the skin for Ita's blog. Ita, kena blanja once u have the new skin k. Hehe. Good nitez people. Love, pHyNeLaDy
It really hurts me deep inside to see my loved one cried when I came back from work. I forced myself to smile. I do not want to make the situation worst by giving her my glum face. Only HE knows how I am feeling inside.
While I was working, I received an MMS from him with a message saying, " Kalo rindu, tgk pic nie. "
GOSH! Tak ku sangka they deknie macho jgk seh. Makin aku rindu kat dier tgk nie gbr.So I replied him and MMS him my picture. Sweet flying kisses for you. Hehe. 
My lappie at work.
So was browsing through my phone and I saw this video clip. Enjoy! A must watch. A cutie little sumo in action. Hehe. I miss this little sumo so much. It has only been five days since I last saw him. Tomorrow will be leaving office early. Ard 4. Will be heading to Singapore Expo to celebrate the Islamic New Year. To ALL Muslims, SELAMAT MENYAMBUT MA'AL HIJRAH 1428 . Love, pHyNeLaDy
I really need to save!! I cant spend anymore. Guess what. During lunch time, i visited Topshop and get another top from there. That will be the last thing i spent on for this month. wheee...
So was the surfing the net just now. Thinking of opening another bank account specially for my savings. Then, I saw some investment thingy. Thinking of investing my money or maybe my CPF Funds. Hmm. Need to research more on that. I used to study about investment and bla, bla, bla. But it never came useful to me now cos i totally dnt remember a SINGLE thing about it. Haha.
Well, well, well. I really do not want to say this but I MISS HIM so MUCH!! I know i say this in every entry. But I cant stand it. Cant wait for this saturday to meet him. heez.
Nitez People. Have a good day ahead tomorrow.
Love,
pHyNeLaDy
Happy 1 year and 8 months anniversary to me and dear! Time pass so fast. I felt like it was only yesterday we got to know each other. Our love blossom day by day (even though we quarrel alot) . I will not be so mushy here. Its btw me and him. I just hope we will pull through all the obstacles together till we are happily married. Love you alot dear. And i miss u LOADS! 
Love, pHyNeLaDy
Do not do this at work!! Blogging while working. And furthermore at clients' office. Haha. Need some time away from those files. So do some blogging here. Rite now, I am at Kallang Way. Usual monthly visit to do their accounts. Am not goin to blog about my work but one of the staff here. Hehe. She asked me if we, Muslims, are allowed to wear sexy close like what she is wearing rite now. She wore a see through blouse. And can see HER TURQOISE BRA! Not a full cup bra but a half cup bra. And can see her half breast! Haha. I am bad. Supposed to do work but talking about the staff here. Hehe. If my boss were to find out abt this, confirm he will cut my pay! Hehe. How am i feeling now today?Hmm. Much more better than few days ago. Not trying to think too much though. Haiz. Only HE knows how am i feeling now. :( During lunch, was surfing Jobsdb.com. Not looking for any job vacancy for myself but for Aisyah. Then, i saw Cisco Security needs a Finance Executive. Should i give it a try? Since my guy works there too as Cisco Auxiliory Police Officer. hmm. Working time! Need to go back to do my stuff here. Have a nice day everyone. Love, pHyNeLaDy P.S. :: Missing him badly ::
Its been almost 3 days i have not updated my blog. Lots of things happen. Should i say it out here? Guess not. All i can say i am totally stress out with my family prob and heavy workload at work.Friday, 12 Jan 07Working as usual. Was raining heavily. One account down. 1 more Account left for GST reporting. But that does not include other accounts for year end reporting. Gosh. Went out for lunch with Betty. Had my lunch at Coffee Bean. Treat her a drink for helping me out with the accounts. Thanks Betty ! After work, met up with my LOVELY galfrens ard 7.45pm. Had our dinner at cahaya restaurant at Far East. We took almost 15 mins to figure out to what eat. One is on diet, so deciding on what dat does not have much calories. Another was complaining so hungry, but when at the restaurant do not know what to eat. I only ordered Nasi Katil. One of the specialities. So i tried it out. Not bad. My food was last served. So we were joking ard that the cookers were frying the rice on a bed. Nasi Katil means Bed rice. Haha. Funny rite. Wonder how they got that name. Well, after dinner, walk ard far east, and by that time it was already 9, so it was closing time for most shops. my four lovely galfrens. Love you guys loads!!
Did not went home straight. Sleep over at my aunts' place. As usual i have to look after my grandma on weekends. Saturday, 13 Jan 07Stayed at my aunts' place looking after my grandma and my little cutie, chubby, sumo alike cousin. Yeah. He is so damn cute. He is so irresistable. Isnt he cute? Dats my grannie carrying him. And yes, he is so damn heavy. He is almost 10 kilos but he is only 6 mths old. Him in his pyjamas while i was getting ready to feed him for breakfast. 
Yes. I spent my weekends looking after my grannie and him at times. I dont feel bored. I enjoyed every little minute spent with my grannie and my cousin eventhough sometimes she gets on my nerves. Hehe.I went home ard 9.30 because the next day my guys' family coming over to merisik (i'm not sure what's dat called in english. heez)My cousin , Riez, supposed to get a new hp but to no avail. He sold his phone and went home with nothing. Haha. Wanted to get K800i but then its out of stocks. Then, wanted to get like mine w850i, but then they were selling at such a high price at $468 but i only get it at $368. hmmmm..Sunday, 14 Jan 07The day has come. First thing in the morning ard 8, went out with my dad and met my mum at Geylang and treat them breakfast. I bought a baju kebaya at $40. I wasnt planning to get that actually. But then, my guys' family coming so am not sure what to wear, so i get that.its dark.
Then ard 11.30, went jemputan with my aunt, cousin, and uncle. 
Ard 4, his family came. Almost 10 of them. But should i say more about it? I dnt think so. I cant say much. Really. All i can say i am confused. Thats all. Too personal for me to say it out here i guess.Today, 15 Jan 07I took full day leave today to relieve my stress. Went out my bestie, Aisyah. We went shopping. Or should i say only me dat shop today. Aisyah became my bodyguard for today. Kan syah. hehe. We were supposed to meet like 11 am. but I was late and you know, by how many hours? By 1 and a half hours. heez.Before meeting her, Was alone in the bus, couldnt control my tears. My tears stated to fell down my cheecks. Lucky no one saw. I am really stressful. Too many things in my mind. While wating for MRT at the platform, I was staring in space and suddenly the MRT dashed in front. I was startled. Lucky wasnt that close to the railway or there will be another case of MRT suicide. haiz.I didnt think much while i was out with her. We talked alot. Or Aisyah is the one that talks alot today. Hehe. and I mean ALOT as in NON- STOP. hehe. so what did i buy today? Look at the pic below. :)
I almost spent $300+ today. heez. Syah, please dnt ask me out for shopping till next month k. Hehe. I need to save up lah. Not all are mine. I get for my mum a wallet from Bonia and watch from Casio for my dad. Perfume from Escada for my beautiful cousin, Ita. Ita, jgn lupa amik kalo tak i pakai tu minyak wangi. Hehe. And the rest are mine. Heez.Oh ya, also bought something from Topshop.
My mum says it looks like a maternity dress. Does it? hmm.Trying out session in Topshop dressing room. heez. 
Aisyah looks cute in that tights. Never see her in that kind of dressing before, so she kinda look cute in it. Hehe. After 4 hours of shopping, had our late lunch at Pizza Hut. It was superlicious and delicious. Sat there for almost 1 hour plus eating and chatting.
We walked from Lucky Plaza to Dhoby Ghaut MRT. I took bus home while Syah took train home. I had to stand in 518 from dhoby ghaut till bedok north. Gosh. My legs are aching man. Almost forgot about So You Can Dance Finale today. Catch it in the bus. Thats for all. Sleepy. Plan to sleep early but end up sleeping at 12am. Nitez people.Love,pHyNeLaDy
I miss her. Hope she is doing fine now. Its been a long time since i met her. The last time was during raya time. Visited her house. Hope u are happily married my dear. :)the 2 cuties are not her children k. her cuzzie. cute kan.
Love, pHyNeLaDy
At last, i managed to upload the new skin in my blog. Have been figuring out that for hours. Yelah. First time using nie benda. So ade bengap sikit pakai ni sume. Hehe. One more thing to be done. To upload music video. Guess i will do it another day.
3 more days and my bf's family will be coming to my place to merisik. Heard that some of his relatives too will be coming down to take a look at me. I told my him, cant they just take a look at my photo. Haha. So i have to be prepared. My mum wanted my aunt to come over and help out. She is afraid i might not serve his family well. Mum, i'm a big gal. You have taught me what a lady should do when there are guests coming over. Dnt worry k.
So i have been busy with work. Too many accounts to be done by end of the month. Should have seen my work desk, loaded with client's file. Gosh. Since i was promoted to Senior Accounts Executive, my boss have been assigning me quite a number of accounts. Lucky, there's Betty. At least I could ask her to help me out with the data entries. Thanks Betty! Will treat you lunch one day. ;p Oh ya, thats after one month rite. Cos u r on diet. Hey, u r not fat k. I am supposed to be the one on diet not you.
Talking about losing weight. I NEED to lose some weight before the engagement day. At least during secondary school times, I was actived in various sports. But since i left sec school, I seldom exercise. And YES! I have put on so much weight. I want my old figure back desperately! :( Guess i am not that disiplined. Ni slale case semangat seminit je. Haha.
Sleeping time.... zzzzzzzzz
Love,
pHyNeLaDy
:: in confused and stress state at the moment :: P.S : I MISS HIM SO BAD... :(
I should say my first week of the new year 2007 was a great start for me. On the first day of work (3rd Jan 07), i received good news from my boss.Received pay increment by $200! Wasn't really expecting this. Seriously. I mean i have been working there for only 10 months to date. I even planned to tender my resignation by end of the Jan or Feb. Even before i wanted to, my boss already increased my pay. And yes i will received my bonus too with my Jan salary on the first week of Feb. Am really excited about it. Me and aisyah already planned to grab a beg from Coach. heez.
I received an application form from the Singapore Police Force for the position of Management Support Officer. I will try my luck there. My parents were really hoping for me to get that job especially my dad. He was the one so excited about it. He even help me out to find my certs. Haha. Kept asking whether i already sent out the application form.
Here comes the most unexpected part. Went out with my guy last sat (06/01/07). Went to vivocity. Met his friends there. But before meeting them, me and him sat outside. We went to the third level. There, he started to hold my hand and asking for forgiveness for all his wrongdoings in our almost 2 years relationship. Ape sak deknie minta ampun nie sume. Haha. so i juz go with the flow. :)
Then he started to stare into my eyes and out of sudden , he PROPOSED to me. i was like " what?" Gosh. My tears started to flow down my cheeks. I wasn't expecting this. I was so touched . I mean I'm only 20 (coming 21). And this guy wants to start his life with me. Who loves me with all his heart.
And to my surprise, my parents already knew abt this all this while. Gosh.
To Dear, i love you too. I will try to be Ur future good wife to be. Gosh. cant believe I'm going to get engaged soon. Heez.
Till here. First time blogging. Will try to update my blog ya. Heez.
Love,
pHyNeLaDy
